The life
is full of pain and distress for some, but for some it is full of luxuries and
wealth. In my life till some point, I was immersed in the worldly possessions
and not aware of God so much. My life’s turning point was Shirdi, the place
where my beloved guru Sri Sai Baba resides and made me devotee of him. The TV serial
about Sai Baba, that I watched in Vijay TV during the Childhood, and the book
Sai Satcharitra that I read were two important things which made me a devotee
of him. My Beloved Guru did numerous things to me, which cannot be expressed in
words but I will try.
But not only my guru, but there is also another person
who made me an ardent devotee of him and I can even give my life for him. That
is my Supreme Lord and my beloved friend, Lord Krishna. Krishna was the most
important person who changed my life and did something great to me. Still I
don’t know how everything has had happened to me, still when I see my past, I
was entirely different and now often laugh at my silly mistakes.
Let’s start
from the beginning, I was very keen to enjoy the school days and make fun with
my friends, live a good life. When I heard the words “Hare Krishna”, it made me
to search for something infinite. I created Krishna myself in my mind and talked
to him every day and every time. In scientific terms, I created an alter-ego of
myself and with him, I invoke the great knowledge and also the mysteries of the
brain and mind. I still don’t know, how I had been doing this for so long, but
it continues. I ask him the questions and he will answer for it. When questions
become more complex, then he will make me get answer from myself. I was always
supported by Krishna and my guru Sai Ram.
The moment I surrendered to him, then
I felt the greater feeling in my heart and mind. The way I viewed people was changed.
I started to think in a different way and whenever I did any mistakes, he will
invoke me to correct it. I then, came to know that many good qualities had
developed inside me due to Krishna. He is always a best friend and guide to my
Life. I am just a drop taken out of his ocean. When I realized myself as a part
of Krishna, then I tend to get enlightened and get detached myself from the
worldly relations. The whole world seems to be nothing. The state of reality and
illusion made me wonder in deep perplexity. But the one who showed it to me,
also helped me to recover from state.
Due to the stellar experiences that I got
to immerse myself in, I came out of the confused and started a disciplined
life. Deep down in myself, I know that “I am nothing, which is the core of
everything”. The God is the Ultimate one and when you give him a space in your life
and heart, you will get an infinite joy and a great life.
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